tag:localhost:8105,2013:/feedchip the glassesWed May 15 2013 05:21:52 GMT+0000 (UTC)nathanielhttp://localhost:8105tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/333600720390677452Wed May 15 2013 05:18:54 GMT+0000 (UTC)Wed May 15 2013 05:20:23 GMT+0000 (UTC)in the glow of the monitors the basement was bright as day<p>i stared and he smiled. <br />
from his belly extended <br />
shafts of light, yet he <br />
looked mundane, with delicate <br />
features and thinning hair.</p>
<p>he gathered up the trailing wire. <br />
the data was neatly filed on the net <br />
since papyrus was perishable.</p>
<p>behind the wheel, <br />
moral questions run <br />
together like gunfire.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/887753759743645787Tue May 14 2013 16:14:36 GMT+0000 (UTC)Tue May 14 2013 16:15:22 GMT+0000 (UTC)they traced the wires into the windowless room<p>she used her ISDN connection <br />
because it meant taking that risk. <br />
pausing to suck grime from her fingers <br />
she did not understand what she herself had created.</p>
<p>his bones were pulled out, but <br />
he still had his anger, fast <br />
and ragged over the wet cobble <br />
of a giant pump assembly.</p>
<p>it was black here, and riddled with tunnels. <br />
the coleopter whimpers in metallic pain <br />
to the distant throbbing of music: <br />
a wave of grief and exultation.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/064696222543716431Sun May 12 2013 00:18:38 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun May 12 2013 00:19:15 GMT+0000 (UTC)seventy dead colonists<p>an icon of liberation: <br />
broken bottles and <br />
styrofoam containers.</p>
<p>there was a silence, <br />
an abdication of the pioneer, <br />
and pieces of a korean pickup.</p>
<p>for a while, they were right, <br />
after splattered dripping drinks <br />
and a jittered laser track.</p>
<p>the alley was empty again <br />
and i must not port <br />
the sick lurch of my thoughts</p>
<p>or see the holo of the princess <br />
that posed a danger <br />
to the other power nations.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/832901221001520753Sat May 11 2013 07:24:35 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sat May 11 2013 23:36:20 GMT+0000 (UTC)cyberpunk prophecy haiku<p>"what's that mean?" <br />
bundled like ganglia, <br />
she sat beside him. </p>
<p>--</p>
<p>austerely thin and <br />
riddled with cranial plugs: <br />
he bent the console.</p>
<p>--</p>
<p>Danbala's a program <br />
exhausted by the strain <br />
prickling down her arms</p>
<p>--</p>
<p>to make a feast of her, <br />
plenty of capacity: <br />
a maas neotek</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/433501224964857101Fri May 10 2013 06:09:56 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri May 10 2013 06:11:52 GMT+0000 (UTC)all of the tripwires make flesh<p>he looked at the mushrooms, <br />
and of the drug in the jacket <br />
and of the derm in the cabinet. </p>
<p>someone who matters, <br />
assertive air of ersatz authority, <br />
they used that stuff.</p>
<p>security at the morrisey. <br />
with his other hand <br />
singapore is a phone call away</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/664063365897163749Sat May 04 2013 19:41:34 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sat May 04 2013 19:46:24 GMT+0000 (UTC)in our own way, afraid, and in the dark<p>By way of Lady Grantham, <br />
Ghouls came here often, <br />
Seeing not with any eyes.</p>
<p>You have invited Strallan: <br />
But life is a game, and we must appear ridiculous <br />
With our starts of horror at our cosmic voyages.</p>
<p>I will ask Thomas. <br />
No matter what comes, <br />
Consciousness will manifest: <br />
It is the frightened meeping of a ghoul.</p>
<p>This was not Jimmy's idea; <br />
I like a man of strong beliefs, <br />
But against my will he carried me <br />
Beyond the last rim of the galaxy.</p>
<p><br/></p>
<p><sub><em>directed cutup with <a href="https://github.com/nathanielksmith/prosaic">prosaic</a> using Downton Abbey subtitles and selected Lovecraft works.</em></sub></p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/276427578879520297Tue Apr 16 2013 14:38:12 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Apr 19 2013 17:07:42 GMT+0000 (UTC)pre-web social networking<p>I recently finished reading a book from 1996 called <strong>The Internet Instant Reference</strong>.</p>
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<p>One thing in particular stuck out to me. Throughout many of the entries in the book <em>Unix servers</em> were mentioned. This book was written in a time when access to the internet was as simple (?) as dialing a phone number that connected your modem to a Unix server running somewhere like a University or business. This server was connected to the Internet's backbone and from there you could use a variety of programs--telnet, elm, www, gopher, ftp--and access the rest of the world.</p>
<p>In order to connect to one of these Unix servers you needed a user account. Accompanying this account was a personal space for files (like <code>/home/<username></code>, some information about yourself (accessed via <code>finger <username></code>, and an email address (like <code><username>@<servername></code>).</p>
<p>Once logged in a user shared a server with many other people: perhaps hundreds. One could see who else was logged in (<code>who -a</code>), send them a local email (<code>mail <username></code>), and even instant message with other users (<code>talk <username></code>).</p>
<p>But what of users on <em>other</em> Unix servers? How did you know who was where? Using the <code>whois</code> command one could search for users on other machines. Once located, they could use <code>telnet</code> to access that machine (if allowed) and chat with them; or send them email.</p>
<p>This is reminiscent of our 21st century social networks like Facebook and Myspace as well as our late 20th century super-BBSs like AOL or CompuServe. Yet there are some key differences:</p>
<ul>
<li><strong>Decentralized</strong>. The structure of this pre-web social network <strong>was</strong> the very structure of the internet itself. This is a pleasing a kind of homoiconicity.</li>
<li><strong>Federated</strong>. With telnet, jumping in between servers was trivial.</li>
<li><strong>Not monetized</strong>. While some of the Unix servers in use was most certainly part of commercial organizations, the <strong>access</strong> itself and the social interactions was not the product. Further, the users were not a product. The trend so perfected by Twitter, Facebook and friends began with AOL.</li>
<li><strong>Unpoliced</strong>. This has, obviously, an upside and a downside. On the upside, there were no onerous terms of service or privacy policies weaponized for use in advertising nor any copyright legal play<sup>1</sup>. On the downside, there was basically zero security besides what users set up for themselves (this is arguably an upside compared to the illusion of safety one's Facebook password confers).</li>
</ul>
<p>So what is there to learn from this historical delving? Most glaringly, I feel it exposes <strong>a number of lies</strong> that we have as a society been accepting for over a decade now: that the Web is the only way to interact with the Internet; that social activities require centralization; that advertising is necessary to support Internet/Web activities; and that only corporations know best how to govern human interaction online.</p>
<p>This is not much of a conspiracy theory. As my father taught me when considering such things, one must only "follow the money" to deduce reasonable motivations for similar situations. For corporations, centralized and web-based social networking means they can commoditize private information and sesll it to advertising firms. For users, web-based social networking simply means convenience and perceived ease-of-use.</p>
<p><strong>I posit that by taking the lessons from pre-web social networking we can build simpler Unix-style networking tools that provide all of the non-corporate social networking advantages enumerated above but with a friendlier user interface by leveraging the Web as little more than a GUI toolkit.</strong></p>
<p><br />
<br/>
<sub>[1]: There were, however, <strong>Acceptable Use Policies</strong> that governed how one could use a server. AUPs remain a farcry from the modern Terms of Use.</sub></p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/571601466275751591Fri Apr 12 2013 17:17:14 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Apr 12 2013 19:26:17 GMT+0000 (UTC)dream: public transit trail of tears<p>I'm trying to take MARTA to a coffeeshop to do some work. Things are more or less normal except that King Memorial is covered in rickety old-timey scaffolding. I climb up it and just barely squeeze through the doors as the train is leaving.</p>
<p>I don't pay much attention to where we are but then the train grinds to a halt. The doors are thrown open. There is no driver: it was robot controlled the whole time.</p>
<p>The riders (of which there are many: this train is twice as long as your average rush-hour blue line) stumble out into a barren, tundra-laden, wild-russia landscape. We must walk to the next station; and it is a long journey. We consult the winds and decide the next station is probably Edgewood/Candler Park.</p>
<p>For some reason I am elected head of our public transit trail of tears. Many fall. We forge into huge snowdrifts and I am nearly lost to slush quicksand on the edge of a frozen river hidden under feet of snow.</p>
<p>We continue. The weather warms up some and the surroundings become more pleasant. There is birdsong. Many have died in our wake.</p>
<p>I see a great hill that is mostly exposed dirt and rock. I decide that surely, the next MARTA station is just over that ridge! I run for the hill and forget about my people. Old women die of cancer as I run and they lie prostrate all around me. I feel awful for them but I HAVE TO GET TO EDGEWOOD/CANDLER PARK STATION.</p>
<p>I scale the hill; it leaves me exhauste. At the top there is a road. I follow it but instead of going anywhere helpful it instead goes into a strange little town that has been left unchanged since 1876. I play some shitty boring game involving a wooden ball with some sooty 19th century kids and then I wake up.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/538693742593750358Thu Apr 04 2013 18:09:29 GMT+0000 (UTC)Thu Apr 04 2013 22:33:35 GMT+0000 (UTC)dream: the north korean states of america of warcraft<p>I am in a meeting on the 18th floor of the Equitable building in downtown atlanta. The meeting is very boring. I am there with A___.</p>
<p>The sound of whistling missiles interrupts us and we see explosions all over downtown. North Korean armies are parachuting (Red Dawn style) all over. A___ and I flee into the men's bathroom and climb up into the ceiling to hide; A___ has a rifle.</p>
<p>We listen as soldiers bust into the 18th floor and begin arresting/shooting everyone. An armored and armed female soldier kicks in the bathroom door and starts checking the stalls. We probably should have stayed hidden but A___ attempts to shoot the soldier through the ceiling. It is a near miss and a terrifying fight ensues. We win.</p>
<p>We prepare to try and work our way through the building via the duct network but I need to urinate. I climb down and use the toilet and several soldiers hear me and burst in. A___ flees as I'm taken into custody (I did not blame him).</p>
<p>I'm marched in front of a high-ranking and wealthy older North Korean couple who are sitting down to a very traditional Korean meal. They're about to decide which labor camp to send me to when I ask if they're eating kimchi and say that it smells delicious. The couple is delighted that I know anything about Korean anything and they tell the guards to leave and invite me to eat with them.</p>
<p>I begin an in depth conversation with the husband about how rad dictatorships are and how awful America has become. We agree that in principle democracy sounds nice but at the end of the day it takes good ol' fascism to keep citizens/countries in line. I become carried away with the act and start going on about how three things ruin every republic: assholes, alcoholics, and stupid people (I was just making shit up at this point).</p>
<p>Suddenly the husband and wife become very quiet. I realize that their son is, in fact, a stupid person (he looks like a teen-age Kim Jong Un and is sitting in the corner playing gameboy with a vacant look). The mother bursts into tears and runs out of the room.</p>
<p>The father slowly begins to tell me about how seriously they take stupidity. That he loves his son even though is is stupid. The mother comes back and offers me dessert but the father says no, it's time to send him to his labor assignment.</p>
<p>I'm marched out of the building and into the streets. They are crumbling and on fire. There are corpses everywhere. I march in a column of prisoners for blocks and blocks, miles and miles. I pass by a little cafe the soldiers set up; A___ is sitting there hidden in a tattered hooded robe sipping coffee keeping and eye on things.</p>
<p>Eventually I'm pushed down into a filthy basement. The floor is covered in wires: USB, ethernet, some exposed copper. There are bare motherboards on every surface and VR rigs scattered about. I'm force-fed a drug that messes with time and makes it appear to go by much faster.</p>
<p>It turns out our "labor" is to strap into the VR rigs and gold-farm in WoW 20 hours/day for the rest of our lives. We are fed through a tube.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/614417896373197436Wed Apr 03 2013 20:46:57 GMT+0000 (UTC)Wed Apr 03 2013 20:50:51 GMT+0000 (UTC)commenting system<p>i'm pleased to announce that this blog is now 21st century and supports comments.</p>
<p>it is really more of a guestbook system.</p>
<p>to leave a comment, please</p>
<pre><code> telnet chiptheglasses.com 60557
</code></pre>
<p>and speak with the wizard.</p>
<h3>caveats:</h3>
<ul>
<li>the comments only appear on the homepage</li>
<li>comments may disappear any time without reason</li>
<li>sometimes the wizard is not home</li>
</ul>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/556279457639902830Wed Apr 03 2013 16:34:31 GMT+0000 (UTC)Tue Apr 16 2013 16:16:25 GMT+0000 (UTC)dream: mass grave<p>i am watching a documentary about mass grave pits. the pits have been excavated with a large cylindrical hole straight down their center and a camera on a robot arm thing is slowly traveling up and down the walls of the hole revealing a cross section of the grave.</p>
<p>the soil is thick with bog people corpses. among the rot there are occasional aspects of life; they seem to have been planted by the film makers. these are little clusters of rich purple berries, nests with little baby birds, bright fl and bustling insect colonies.</p>
<p>there is voice over narration but it is just mumbles. the voice morphs from vaguely female to vaguely male and back but is always unintelligible.</p>
<p>the dream simply went on like this.</p>
<script>
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<p>we left down a rail-less crumbling stone staircase and walked to a warehouse (like the bread factory in ne portland) that was abandoned. its roof had collapsed in but a small office on the side was somewhat intact. we took a series of esoteric liquors out of smelly molded cabinets, sorted them, inventoried them, and put them back.</p>
<p>we walked out of the warehouse to a rolling green field. snow started to fall. everyone panicked. the snow piled up faster and faster and when it stopped i dug A<em>__</em><em>_</em> out of a drift and saved her from the edge of hypothermia. for some reason she was clutching a frozen Nook.</p>
<p>finally, the snow melted and strange alarms started sounding. i got online and determined that the alarms signaled a catastrophic digital event but it was only going off in America. i checked in with several shadow security organizations and they confirmed that there was no alert in any other country.</p>
<p>it turned out that a giant antivirus corporation had unleashed a brutal virus upon the USA as part of a cute marketing campaign. people were pretty upset.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/681751001626253128Sat Feb 23 2013 21:02:30 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sat Feb 23 2013 21:04:16 GMT+0000 (UTC)dream: depression weapon<p>i'm abducted by small furby-like aliens who wish to dissect me / understand humans. they take me far from earth. i manage to escape when the ship lands. we land in this highly advanced akira style city.</p>
<p>the furbies dispatch this big robot to get me. it is a cross between a tng season 2 borg and the robots from Castle in the Sky. i flee through this complicated and convoluted network of military/tech tunnels. wires and tubes everywhere. i see a number of terrible / horrifying experiments as i try to find my way to the surface.</p>
<p>i find another human but it's a scientist in the employ of the furbies. he is going to turn me in. the robot catches up and fires some little marble towards me; i shove the scientist in the way and jump through a door, slamming it.</p>
<p>i look back into the room through a window and see the scientist fall to his knees crying and shaking and howling. i can hear him and he is divulging everything he is ashamed of, every regret of his life, everything sad that has ever happened to him, everything that had ever made him cry. he sobs harder and harder and finally hangs himself with some tubing he rips from the ceiling.</p>
<p>the robot watched all of this. i could hear radio chatter coming from the robot about how this was a "useful test" of the weapon even if the scientist died.</p>
<p>i fled some more and the dream ended with me shooting an RPG at the robot during a speedboat chase and then hitting it with a katana made of stone.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/840554464841261506Wed Feb 20 2013 20:06:22 GMT+0000 (UTC)Wed Feb 20 2013 21:42:28 GMT+0000 (UTC)the terminal is red over black<p>the eurocops know who he is: <br />
their blue fatigues were spotless, <br />
enthusiastic. </p>
<p>i'd begun to choke. <br />
but i won't be dead, <br />
the metamartians claim. </p>
<p>another dozen heartbeats, <br />
the glowing girl said, <br />
and then he was up.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/169254607986658812Tue Feb 19 2013 15:10:38 GMT+0000 (UTC)Tue Feb 19 2013 15:26:49 GMT+0000 (UTC)tunnels under telemux<p>it would have been nice, but <br />
you've got to keep moving. </p>
<p>greta beatty smiled, then <br />
she moved her head. </p>
<p>"i got some spare virching goggles, if <br />
you'll follow me." </p>
<p>cobb could still see it clearly: <br />
the name of the law on <br />
her other hand.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/116613415069878101Mon Feb 18 2013 17:14:33 GMT+0000 (UTC)Mon Feb 18 2013 17:18:45 GMT+0000 (UTC)dream: pirate mansion on wheels<p>i'm at some company event at a pavilion in a florida swamp with alligators. i get annoyed with the event and i walk off through a maze of planked walkways. i come out into a dirty gravelly parking lot where a local library is having a yard sale / book sale. </p>
<p>this is welcome news. i step up into this big semi which was being used to house inventory so they could schlep the whole sale back and forth from the library. </p>
<p>i'm digging through 90s artifacts like mass-produced tie-die shirts and flannel. i come across a small pile of toys that were immediately familiar. i find more and more of them; little trinkets, like race cars and accessories from real ghostbusters figurines. they all seem to be from my childhood. </p>
<p>i yell out to A______ (who met me in the parking lot) to come aboard and look at them with me. she does and we sit cataloging every fault, fracture, crack and break in the toys to see if they are the exact ones i played with as a child. </p>
<p>it gets dark outside and suddenly the semi's door thing slams shut. the truck takes off. we're trapped there in the dark among all this dirty used stuff and after a while a hidden door opens on the other side of the container. </p>
<p>this rasta guy comes in and is surprised / worried to see us. he motions us through the door. evidently the semi had hooked up with a giant platformed mansion on wheels built from hundreds of old cars and trucks all hooked up to some hideous engine room that coordinated their individual engines. we were driving at high speeds down ruined, dead highways on the west coast. </p>
<p>the mansion was the the headquarters of a dread post-apocalyptic terrorist pirate man who kept a cadre of male slaves to serve him and do pirate raids. it was scary. the aesthetic was all white porcelain and 60s neoclassicalism. lots of statues and marble.</p>
<p>i fear that all these childhood toys of mine were in the semi were there because they robbed my parents. i build a radio transmitter and inform the police about his location and how to break into the platform mansion. in the meantime i foment a mutinous rebellion. </p>
<p>the cops show up and everything goes to shit because the swat people don't know who is mutinying and who isn't. A_______ and i hunker down in the library (the evil guy had a nice one) while everyone dies. blood pools over all the porcelain.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/528484523529186845Mon Jan 28 2013 19:55:27 GMT+0000 (UTC)Tue Jan 29 2013 18:40:17 GMT+0000 (UTC)new sense<p>i recently had a <a href="http://wikipedia.org/septoplasty">septoplasty</a>.</p>
<p>i chose to undergo this because:</p>
<ul>
<li>i could afford it.</li>
<li>i could not breathe through my nose in any useful way.</li>
<li>i could not remember ever being able to breathe through my nose.</li>
<li>a friend underwent this recently with great results.</li>
</ul>
<p>the surgery was fast but the recovery felt agonizingly slow. it is only the second surgery of my life and as someone who rarely gets sick recovering for 2 weeks was misery. it culminated in a panic attack and lots of star trek: the next generation (i only made it out thanks to my partner, A_______).</p>
<p>i'm doing much better now and on monday i had a normal work day. this included my usual commute by bus, during which i found it hard to concentrate on my book: <em>what was that smell?</em></p>
<p>the bus has a stench. people criticized my city's public transit by referring to its numerous olfactory offenses. <em>no,</em> i argued. <em>it's totally fine. you just need to ride it more.</em> it turns out my very restricted nasal cavities had spared me the pain for the past year.</p>
<p>in one hearty whiff i could detect body odor, flatulence, someone's horrible bacon breakfast, bus exhaust, the very breathe of others. it was not pleasant. luckily i'm old-hat at not using my nose to breathe.</p>
<p>by the time i got off the bus my stomach was just a little upset. but, then began my walk to the office. in about .4mi i was subjected to car exhaust, cigarette smoke, the smell of at least four distinct varieties of flesh burning in restaurants, and more flatulence and body odor. by the time i got to the office my stomach was <em>very</em> upset.</p>
<p>this experience was very surreal. i have never had a sense suddenly revealed to me like that. it is as though i gained sight and the actual appearance of other humans not only failed to match my mental imaginations and expectations but were instead visions of pure horror. that what the sighted take for granted--teeth, hair, eyes--were obscene protrusions and objects glistening and yellowed. would i wish for blindness once again?</p>
<p>what makes this especially perverse, i think, is that what i am sensing now is air: invisible, omnipresent air. of course i rationally understood that the air around me is full of harmful things; on monday morning i viscerally <em>felt</em> and <em>experienced</em> those harmful things. i've since been told that i will "get used to it;" the question i'm facing now is, <em>do i want to?</em></p>
<p>or do i want to purchase an <a href="http://www.amazonsupply.com/s/2257619011/ref=sp_iss_2257619011">industrial respirator</a> <em>now</em>, and strap it on while i'm still reeling from the stench and rot of the air of our cities? why shouldn't i? visual taboos aside, it seems like a reasonable thing to do. we purify our water with a filter; we have organic food. why not purify our urban air?</p>
<p>why do we accept air that terrorizes? air within which lurk invisble behemoths of stink, titans of unhealth and decay, many-tendrilled predators of cancer and filth?</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/794180613709613681Tue Jan 15 2013 21:30:21 GMT+0000 (UTC)Tue Jan 15 2013 21:37:29 GMT+0000 (UTC)dreams & realities<p><strong>1</strong></p>
<p>i take A_______ on a date to this drive-up sonic type restaurant (vegan though) that is a virtual reality dinner theatre where you pick a type of dinosaur and a super hero and little AI versions of them battle to the death in a small jungle-themed platform that looks like the battle squares from super mario RPG. the default preset was "TRex vs. Batman" but to mix it up we watched "Stegosaurus vs. Aquaman" while eating veggie burgers. Aquaman was ripped apart and stomped on.</p>
<p><strong>2</strong></p>
<p>after dinner we went to a lovecraft museum. we broke into the basement. it consisted of several rooms that were copies of the upstairs rooms of my late grandfather's house. in one room was a sick woman with waist-long black hair in a white nightgown. she was breathing but basically comatose and wouldn't make eye-contact with us. the door was opened and we thought we were found out by the head of the household but it was a dark golem of some kind bearing a platter; the golem proceeded to spoon some kind of slop into the comatose woman's mouth.</p>
<p>we moved on to another room and found some kind of shrine. it was set up kind of church-like with scattered folding chairs facing a blank wall. the wall adjacent had a long shelf with scale models of Ngranek (a great mountain) and a dark tower of sorts.</p>
<p>we sat and the head of the house came down. he seemed pleased that we were there for "worship". the ritual began; a dark ambient drone filled the room and the blank walls started lighting up with strange monochrome maps of eastern europe and pictures of shambling, hairy black things. the small model of Ngranek replicated itself and grew larger, the walls broke away and we were suspended in shitty brown folding chairs over the great peak. a torrent of skulls rained down from the sky and we were back in the basement and everything was normal again.</p>
<p>the dude left and we walked out a door to the outside where it was raining and gray. i think it was portland.</p>
<p><strong>3</strong></p>
<p>we make our way to an office party held at my apartment. unfortunately a coworker has a serious grudge on me and learned sorcery. he used it to turn the floor of my apartment into a portal to a particularly raging/shark-filled area of ocean. the floor was an illusion and if you stepped unaware you'd drown or be eaten. all of the party guests showed up and got trapped on a few precious squares of non-transformed linoleum. we had to gingerly dip fingers "into" linoleum squares to figure out which were oceanic. we construct a boat out of furniture and most of us make it to the kitchen. the party starts there, where it is safe, as the unlucky ones who slipped and fell are ripped apart by sharks. i weep because lots of my books were lost in the ocean.</p>
<p><strong>4</strong></p>
<p>i'm in a coffeeshop and there is this long table next to my little one. it is full of older people who are all chanting liberal things. they bang on pot lids and blow whistles and say things like "Legalize it" and "Make love not war!" it is evidently a birthday party for a 69 year old man who has many buttons on his hat</p>
<p><strong>5</strong></p>
<p>i have convinced my job to send me to a conference in Russia about augmented reality. i rush into the conference room to get my swag which is a small computer (slightly larger than rasp pi), head gear, and some kind of power glove. everyone puts it on and you can create illusions around yourself and the world that the augmented reality reveals to you through your headset.</p>
<p>the conference devolves into chaos and augmented reality takes over. i am threatened by some AR thugs who convince me to put some illusion of valuable money on my shoe and walk around. when other users attempt to dive and grab it from my foot they will accuse them of thievery and beat them up, in the process stealing any valuables on their person (AR or otherwise).</p>
<p><strong>6</strong></p>
<p>i am stuck in the back of a very small and claustrophobic marta bus. it is night and i don't know where i am. ahead of me also smushed in with the many people on board is a tall, older black man. he is discussing microchips and how they are put into babies and then tracked using devices like iphones / tablets. he was very proud of himself for not owning any such things, even a cell phone.</p>
<p>this conversation embarrasses me so i look at the floor and notice a dark puddle of liquid pooling around my feet. it is emanating from a seat behind me and i worry i am being urinated on. this makes me feel worse so i look back up.</p>
<p>the older man is now talking about vietnam and the illuminati with a younger guy whose smart phone is full of illuminati pictures.</p>
<p><strong>7</strong></p>
<p>i go to mars. there is a space base there and my great grandfather is alive and is also Prince Phillip. he is a drunk and not very nice but he leads me to a chamber where i witness a holographic replaying of my (paternal) grandfather (his son) landing on venus which is a tropical madness. my grandfather is toiling and suffering, stripping off his space suit to get horrible parasites out of it and sweating profusely and dying of dehydration. i am unable to distinguish the hologram from reality; suddenly the holograph of my grandfather comes out and he is very tired / sad. he leads me to a porch (the covered front room of his house) and sits and starts to drink whiskey. my great grandfather (prince Phillip) is acting pathetic and drinks himself into a stupor in the corner.</p>
<p>the ghost of my late (maternal) grandmother shows up on the porch and she is so happy, happier than i ever witnessed her being in life. she smiles and i'm overwhelmed by it and start crying. then i woke up.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/359321856871247292Wed Jan 09 2013 14:53:22 GMT+0000 (UTC)Wed Jan 09 2013 15:02:20 GMT+0000 (UTC)a sizable crater<p>"of course, this car floats." <br />
Gabe said politely. <br />
he wondered which star was hers. </p>
<p>Lindsay was afraid, so <br />
she read for a while. <br />
her hand rested on his knee </p>
<p>and they stank of fear: <br />
if you desire, <br />
a war against all.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/989717778051272035Mon Dec 03 2012 22:07:23 GMT+0000 (UTC)Mon Dec 03 2012 22:26:23 GMT+0000 (UTC)dredge code<p>it's that simple. <br />
your mind is made up.</p>
<p>on the slow boat to china, <br />
threads of impossible heat glimmer in <br />
old fashioned Windows.</p>
<p>she was beaming, <br />
here in the first world.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/794644834939390421Mon Nov 12 2012 21:04:35 GMT+0000 (UTC)Mon Nov 12 2012 21:43:11 GMT+0000 (UTC)and through the wires shall course blood<p>a woman of influence, <br />
she starts to speak.</p>
<p>"in the flow of the global net, <br />
death comes to all.</p>
<p>this year's model robot <br />
must remove all barriers <br />
and clean the streaks of blood."</p>
<p>the wire <br />
tugs at her hand.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/205322766210883856Thu Nov 08 2012 02:54:39 GMT+0000 (UTC)Thu Nov 08 2012 17:38:33 GMT+0000 (UTC)white screens<p>with one hand on the keyboard, <br />
the screen had cleared: <br />
death did not come. </p>
<p>he sounded bored. <br />
the nodal point was gone, <br />
and he knew why. </p>
<p>the white screens behind him <br />
said he knew the code <br />
even though nothing was lit. </p>
<p>she would have said <br />
to not just pound a keyboard. </p>
<p>some aren't, said Yoke, <br />
disturbed.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/787872969871386886Tue Nov 06 2012 03:35:05 GMT+0000 (UTC)Tue Nov 06 2012 03:38:12 GMT+0000 (UTC)dr. hospital<p>loose windrows <br />
come unfalteringly. <br />
Indeed, Algernon; <br />
the patient lay still <br />
with all the hapless silent lovers.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/753583437995985150Fri Oct 26 2012 18:04:39 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Oct 26 2012 18:07:07 GMT+0000 (UTC)i have bathed your skyscraper in acid<p>konstantin sighed, <br />
"no major debris yet." <br />
"not even rats." </p>
<p>"a pillbox in a liquor store," <br />
laura half laughed. <br />
he looked at her sardonically. </p>
<p>the talking head <br />
would be pleased, as <br />
everyone benefits. </p>
<p>it is permissible to use clean sand: <br />
it is fine now.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/534898429876193404Mon Oct 22 2012 18:13:50 GMT+0000 (UTC)Mon Oct 22 2012 18:17:37 GMT+0000 (UTC)movie roundup<h4>adjustment bureau</h4>
<p>fuck this movie a lot. like most adaptations of philip dick, it manages to completely ruin a solid premise. there is nothing redeeming about this movie and it weighs in at a crushing 120 minutes. avoid forever.</p>
<h4>pan's labyrinth</h4>
<p>embarrassed to have only just now seen it. excellent. i wish though that there had been budget for more fantasy sequences as they (especially the Pale Man) were simply perfect. I believe the early face-bludgeoning scene with a beer bottle is what triggered the blue-cudgel-imminent-death dream scene i had recently.</p>
<h4>hellboy</h4>
<p>enjoyed this far more than i expected. i wish hollywood would have allowed it to be a drama instead of an action film as i think ron perlman is an excellent actor. i enjoyed all the non-fighty scenes tremendously. does a great job of maintaining the lovecraft feel.</p>
<h4>bad education</h4>
<p>my first Almodovar. i enjoyed it and appreciated the metafiction. i wanted to see more of Enrique's character; i think that is my only real complaint. he has too much screen time to just be a foil but not enough to make him a full/deep character.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/995087971678003669Mon Oct 22 2012 18:07:52 GMT+0000 (UTC)Mon Oct 22 2012 18:13:39 GMT+0000 (UTC)insect robot humanoid<p>i am a hopped up space marine with a giant rifle thing and power armor of some kind. I'm one of few remaining on a space station where Alien-style aliens (but more insect like) have taken over. when we die, some service on the station wraps a forcefield around our body and buries us in some organic wastematter to be reborn.</p>
<p>a flaw in the facility forces me out of the waste-womb early and i don't get suited into power armor or receive a weapon. i am terrified and tip toe around the station. my former space marine bravado has been replaced by a whimpering fear.</p>
<p>i come upon a workshop. it does not contain humans. rather, i find that the aliens have merged with the ship's robotic facilities to produce humanoid, semi-organic androids. one is busy operating on a still fully organic member of their race. behind it is another who looks mean. he has a bucket like head and looks kind of like the interrogator room droid from return of the jedi. i watch him gently slide his hand in and out of a force field produced by the ship; i realize they've figured out how to penetrate them.</p>
<p>my realization that we will all soon die prevents me from moving. the mean looking android sees me and picks up a glowing blue cudgel; it looks like a beer bottle but is clearly a weapon of some kind. he slowly marches towards me. he knows i am frail and weak and cannot escape.</p>
<p>i had to force myself awake as he slowly stepped towards me brandishing the cudgel.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/987259862478822470Mon Oct 08 2012 16:38:26 GMT+0000 (UTC)Mon Oct 08 2012 16:45:17 GMT+0000 (UTC)once, at a bar in a tokyo high rise<p>eliot and hiro look over at vic. <br />
"it's such a strange language." <br />
a cheap and broken bic, <br />
floating in drunk sewage.</p>
<p>it's from Kabuki: <br />
flipscans in the corporate docket <br />
of a burned branded jet ski. <br />
she fished a scrap out of her back pocket.</p>
<p>But she was lonely. <br />
one didn't have to wear a face mask, <br />
to fail suddenly, <br />
but she had decided to never ask. </p>
<p>"they know about your financial worth." <br />
she shook the liquor back and forth.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/182784784352406859Fri Oct 05 2012 03:58:08 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Oct 05 2012 04:06:20 GMT+0000 (UTC)the golden haze<p>light squares swarm with golden haze <br />
over trampled lawns when </p>
<p>that fat prick <br />
slides up and cuts the wire that goes into my skull. </p>
<p>old dead dishes stood <br />
while she fumbled with the toolkit. </p>
<p>she looked at me fiercely <br />
and it got my brain working again. </p>
<p><br/><br/>
<em>cut-up piece generated by <a href="http://github.com/nathanielksmith/prosaic">prosaic</a> from a corpus of 30 cyberpunk novels</em></p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/006803280441090465Fri Oct 05 2012 03:55:12 GMT+0000 (UTC)Mon Oct 29 2012 18:18:44 GMT+0000 (UTC)the cyberpunk prophecies<p>I have undertaken a project in computer poetry to produce a series of works based on cut-up gleaned from about 30 cyberpunk novels from 1978 to 2003.</p>
<p>They will be published here as well as on <a href="http://gnoetrydaily.wordpress.com">Gnoetry Daily</a> using the tag "cyberpunkprophecies".</p>
<p>The software used is <a href="http://github.com/nathanielksmith/prosaic">prosaic</a>, a tool I wrote.</p>
<p>An essay on why I'm doing this work will happen at some point. Until then just enjoy the poetry.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/318036447744816542Sun Aug 26 2012 19:49:59 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:50:21 GMT+0000 (UTC)a treacherous line<p>from these to emanate <br />
their cries echoed dismay <br />
“We are sure that he cannot reincarnate.” <br />
nervous laughter echoed through the bay.</p>
<p>the other two were Exeter <br />
they felt the double strain and tug; <br />
he will be there next to her, <br />
the treacherous line smug.</p>
<p>her very choice: <br />
new jersey. <br />
she’ll read joyce <br />
on the anniversary. </p>
<p>half choked with sewer gas <br />
none save the rats will pass. </p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/809449548367410898Sun Aug 26 2012 19:49:21 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:49:39 GMT+0000 (UTC)simple sorrows<p>The grass of spring covers the prairies <br />
with all their simple sorrows <br />
I saw nothing about fairies <br />
in the plains of the poems of heroes.</p>
<p>with a flock of sheep <br />
he now swats the pill <br />
a bleeding heap <br />
dreaming toward the till</p>
<p>he hardly spoke a word out to the southern suburb <br />
an unofficial organ to georgetown <br />
with an intermittent urge <br />
beneath a mustached frown.</p>
<p>perhaps even with the wonderland dreamer <br />
this works with the scalper.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/822816303931176662Sun Aug 26 2012 19:48:35 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:49:03 GMT+0000 (UTC)the mindless other jupiters<p>Jupiter shall emerge <br />
with grace and tap gold whisky from her crystal keg <br />
and see the whole man converge <br />
cutting the lashing of his waterproof leg.</p>
<p>Every incident should have some bearing on the denouement. <br />
have you ever seen a ghost? <br />
every fiction should have some bearing on our denouement. <br />
what was his proudest boast?</p>
<p>blabbing by rote <br />
an exceptional touch <br />
has been slightly torn or wounded in the throat. <br />
fingers say too much. </p>
<p>pile the words of the earth <br />
to protect him and teach him his worth</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/353292415384203196Sun Aug 26 2012 19:45:22 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:46:06 GMT+0000 (UTC)a decent incubation<p>I was both cayce pollard and hollis henry in one. we were escorting our polish
artist friend (voytek?) who did avant-garde geospatial augmented reality work
(chombo?) to a startup incubator. we felt it was a long shot, but perhaps the
incubator could fund the work?</p>
<p>we had to, of course, go to SF or something a lot like it (california i think
had physically separated from the mainland) the incubator was in an
absolutely massive stratosphere-scraper and one had to go up a mile of
zig-zagging escalators to get there. back-dropping the escalators was a
neverending wall of failed tech startup logos. no repeats. all bright and
cheery and perfect but all representing a failed enterprise, a death. it
didn't matter to the incubators: they had profited from them all in the short
term and built and empire out of VC-enriched bones.</p>
<p>we reached the top. instead of having to wait hours to never been seen we are,
to our great surprise, seen soon by a pair of smug casual-businesspeople: a
woman and a man. we pitch the idea, hopping about on a floor-sweeping scale
diagram of voychombo's vision: some kind of dreamscape imposed over the
entire continental US. we broke some of the model and were going to talk until
they showed us the door with a no thank you.</p>
<p>i'm looking out the window into the clouds as voychombo runs out of things to say. i don't want to see the look in the eyes of these noveau. but instead of refusal they are excited and pleased.</p>
<p>"we have too much money, anyway. we're sick of tech businesses. we'll write
you a blank check. when can you start?"</p>
<p>the trip back down the escalators was a lot better than the trip up despite
having to lug the scale model of cloudmerica in a downward mile.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/578107039211317897Sun Aug 26 2012 19:44:03 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:45:04 GMT+0000 (UTC)mobile novel unit 3<p>"upon the yellow corpses do our towers rise and rise and rise above the aqyalor
of new America. for our success we are indebted, indebted tobrhose pathetic
sufferers of the pwlliw lpuage, the freezing pus that erects from even the
most sloven wastrel a glowiwnfomument to superior city. to these glownf ranks
we sibmitbour thanks : more beautiful than the sun through swollen amber are
your svrifices to our beautiful we'll being. in your name we shut and close our
canyon only to the deserving, the golden ppnes, we children of the saggrpn
apocalypse."</p>
<p>Gerald listened patiently for the ends of the speech. he hadbhewrd it many
times before. .. in both x and y axes. everyevel of 0Proxy 5 had he suffered
rgroiuh the belted eulogy for crushed castes past. her lad listened, though z
for any change that mightbjndicteban change in policy or thiyht at the high
levels of Prkmixa 4 governance. Gerald was a journalist. he didn't use this
label for himself, though: he oewferrd the term indroseer. it had a better ring
to iit tjlhan the baggagebladdeb term from the decadent 21st. geeld had a line
o some fix til. from the late 20th before things got tooxhec yay. among the
religious tracts and sceilrurea he kept the elikwa of zadign, givson,
Stephenson, Tucker, sick: those chriomed vuSionraorwa who forsaaw what he'd be
gong through.</p>
<p>... </p>
<p>zavatia paused. finally, something outside of bimsf bad distracted him from the
diawaranfe and probable death of Bentley. a grand specimen of the yellow
plague, fully 5 meters tall, dominated the gorizo. ahead of his path. it was he
reckoned the second highest he'd ever seen.</p>
<p>zachatua inahibsd monuments of similar grandeur in the golden city but of
course not sculpted from a nocius death like the body here. those of the golden
city would have something to erect monuments too, after all: they have managed
to survive the olgye and been thrive in this, most hostile of plabets, Venus 2.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/107040280941873789Sun Aug 26 2012 19:42:58 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:43:23 GMT+0000 (UTC)mobile novel unit 2<p>bently was alone. she looked at everything but her arm. she could not acseot or admit what was happening to her. plague? but she had been so cautious. carfuk and mindful of her surroundings. but there she could nit help hit look the yellow pus was wooing fork. her arms were sheen with fikth.</p>
<p>frantically shesceaoed and scalrarxhdx sending a yellow chrtistnas clod of dried plague onto the brown but barren ground beneath her. she could fake it no longer: she was a pariah. she could nit conjiue on the expedition and woiuukd probably die here among the brush. at least there was shad the close of tree s Bentley found shikeded her from the hedius dobke s:n's glowering high above. it seemed wise to sit: more dignified than keeping over from the wracked croucbing position. she was in. when they found her she would be a saibt, her fleshed a corridd yrklie, burned by the plague e secretion s.</p>
<p>Bentley sat and, still avoiding her saffron arms, looked for serial in the ground around her. the plague had sloughed off and one large droplet covered what most have been an an ant hill. eight legged were teapoed., suspensioned in death, perfectly preserved in Bentley's secretions.</p>
<p>she could not pity the eight legs. but she knew that she was gong to end up he sane: suffocated by her own pus, encased forever. or at least until some oaths c scavenger chipped her out on a thousand years, looking firvfiof. joke is on her. but that was the brilliance if the plague, was it nit? to let its victims Roy would be crude. an end to host and parasite both. but to preserve its corpse for future generations: the plague was practically an antiquarian in the mkng.</p>
<p>Bentley welcomed death.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/168450848665088415Sun Aug 26 2012 19:41:26 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:42:29 GMT+0000 (UTC)mobile novel unit 1<p>it was a melancoich expedition. Zaxharia squinntrdd into the venusian doubles sun and winderddd where Bentley HD gone off to. it was the third time today his partner had left with a sense f secrecy and urgency and zacharua was no longer believing the overCitve bladder sxcue.</p>
<p>zacharia could feel the ache of the dying planet in his bones. even the mountains surrounding him and his party were decaying; in fact, it was impossible to distinguish the manmdae yarash mountains from those merely infected by the plague.</p>
<p>how long until his party succumbed to the same? he wondered. it was a miracle they'd gotten this far. he began to worry about Bentley. was he dashing off to hide the first signs of the plague? the increased sweat gland activity was always the first alarm. zacharia imagined beltey off in some bush pulling reams of junk mail from its dead branches and scouring off the off color swsat. zacahira winced and scanned the horizon once ago foe some sign of bekty.</p>
<p>nothing greeted him besides the same dead and gray landscape that always did. great columns I'd trsah, dunes of waste paper and consumer electronics. . two blidnibg suns in the northern sky. the faint and ill fated trail that sped them to their destination: the city of spires.</p>
<p>still no sign of belt. zachaira was becoming suspicious. and it was a brutal suspicion. what if bekty had a contact I. the City? a guide 5that he didn't tell the party about? what if he was going to take the ssevt the party carried and betray then in the City, that city if golden health and oetoectio?</p>
<p>zacharua was normally nd empthrtix person (for a venusian) but comforted himself with the thoguth of Bentley dying alone in some filth heap, grasping blindly at vacuum hosing and discarded deorderant dtubes. better for her story suffer an agonizing death then cheap ride this mission.</p>
<p>zacahtia's thoughts wandered, now. mission wasn't exactly the word he'd use. it suggested too much doreahought and planning. this expedition. was a final breath, the last sentence of a one act, the ultimate hope of a pathetic and doomed pilgramige.</p>
<p>fcuk it, thought zacahria. we can't waste mote time here. well die in our shoes and be nothing more than another discarded mini dish. Bentley can make it on her own if it really is just a adder infdctio ; they had drugs enough for that. but if she was cinspriing against the party, l zacharia could do was beat her ( and her probable axcompce ) to the City.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/861542286816984415Sun Aug 26 2012 19:39:12 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:40:44 GMT+0000 (UTC)david lynch's my little pony<p>I dreamt that A_______ and I went to a movie. it was after hours, but since we had friends who worked at the theatre they let us in. they couldn't run the projectors, but offered to let us watch some movie they had on a television at the front row of one of the theatres. </p>
<p>we settled in and sat through a long credit sequence with illegible, small white characters on black. it went on for a long time. all that was clear was that this was a david lynch adaptation of some children's cartoon; possibly carebears or my little pony. </p>
<p>the intro scene: gloomy music, a camera pointed at the ground dips low and back up while moving forward. The ground is green and brown and grey; the angle of the camera slowly lifts up to reveal rainbows and clouds in the distance. </p>
<p>the audience member sees the film through the eyes of different character, but also experiences emotion, taste, smell. we're introduced to a happy-go-lucky rainbow pony. she lives on a chicken farm. her parents are very powerful and she lives in a world of privilege and comfort. </p>
<p>an awful cretinous creature shambles up the hill to the farm. he is ashen and decaying, wearing tatters and covered in filth. crumpled, sad, broken. he is unlike anything else around--he has no rainbows, sunshine, or shooting stars. </p>
<p>the pony knows of this creature and has been told of its evil, so it taunts it and tries to shoo it away. it insists it's hungry and needs chickens. or eggs. the pony refuses and threatens to get her father. finally, she throws heavy things (rocks?) at the creature and he's knocked back down the hill and away from the farm. </p>
<p>the audience member is now seeing things from the point of view of the creature. he is overcome with hunger. he can feel himself dying. he knows his only chance is to get eggs from the farm. he starts back up the hill. </p>
<p>he reaches the halfway point and hears a commotion above. little eggs start rolling down the hill to him. ecstasy; jubilation. he frantically scrapes them up into his withered claws and stuffs them in his mouth. </p>
<p>instead of being crunchy normal eggs, they're soft and yielding, like gushers. the audience member can taste them, feel them in their mouth. both the eggs and the mouth shrink and grow and seem far from the body, but soon they pop and the distinct taste of blood fills the mouth. </p>
<p>the creature is completely satisfied and wanders blissfully away. </p>
<p>the audience member is back in the perspective of the pony. while the creature feasted, some kind of official starburst pegasus came to visit the pony's parents. </p>
<p>Some law had been broken; the farm would be taken by the state and the family rendered homeless. The final scene is the gut wrenching fear of the pony as she watches her father hand the land deed over to the official pegasus. </p>
<p>A_______ and I leave to find food.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/628420384600758553Sun Aug 26 2012 19:38:11 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:38:38 GMT+0000 (UTC)bone feather<p>a gruesome local case which accident had made dramatic; <br />
no record existed. <br />
I was beyond all coherent thought. <br />
what had found him? </p>
<p>This was always the case of late. <br />
And the organs never would work again. <br />
A month, you say, without food? </p>
<p>My quest had come to something at last! <br />
in some obscure Eastern temple, <br />
I closed my eyes. </p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/167770063737407327Sun Aug 26 2012 19:37:26 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:37:38 GMT+0000 (UTC)an ugly sun<p>we turned our eyes to the moon and <br />
the clouds stopped, <br />
the moon an ugly sun obscured. </p>
<p>our eyes are dead, all seeing <br />
the dream that repeats and will <br />
one day replay not over green <br />
but gray when us and them <br />
are cavities, open to space. </p>
<p>linked to me and back, <br />
my spine is drawn and we <br />
don't know yet gray from green <br />
or one from another. </p>
<p>the blue blanket drawn lazily <br />
moves on: slipping, falling, <br />
crumpling from the bed. </p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/520481909858062863Sun Aug 26 2012 19:36:41 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:37:04 GMT+0000 (UTC)press haiku<p>PUBLISHERS NEW YORK <br />
A FIGHT WITH TWO WILDCATS <br />
No, he was all right!</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/450214025098830462Sun Aug 26 2012 19:36:04 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sat Dec 01 2012 14:51:32 GMT+0000 (UTC)the legless crowd<p>Harry's son nodded. <br />
Three columns and two arches. <br />
GLORY MAY NOT LAST.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/674305497668683529Sun Aug 26 2012 19:35:21 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 19:35:46 GMT+0000 (UTC)SEXT.<p>a besieged hot aqueduct <br />
died soon after <br />
the failed conquest of <em>the Celibate</em> </p>
<p><em>sex will be slaughtered</em> <br />
condemned </p>
<p>Yet <br />
it is <br />
still to be unraveled. </p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/604649320011958480Fri Aug 24 2012 20:41:03 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Aug 24 2012 21:01:28 GMT+0000 (UTC)thick liver<p>"thick-skinned, liver, believers</p>
<p>very social
<em>blesssssing</em>"</p>
<p>estranged mock <br />
crapshoot.</p>
<p>Inevitably, concedes, <br />
Tinnitus.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/862250914331525564Fri Aug 24 2012 20:30:17 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Aug 24 2012 20:40:38 GMT+0000 (UTC)depressive effectiveness<p>frenetic fame <br />
children</p>
<p>pregnant. motioning, <br />
continues</p>
<p>blurted <br />
speechless</p>
<p>Sluggishness, distored <br />
production.</p>
<p>depressive effectiveness</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/682592038065195084Fri Aug 24 2012 20:28:32 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Aug 24 2012 20:29:49 GMT+0000 (UTC)flower haiku<p>when words will not do <br />
undermine my suffering <br />
with just a flower</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/299008395755663514Fri Aug 24 2012 20:27:28 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Aug 24 2012 20:28:04 GMT+0000 (UTC)through steam<p>a brown constellation <br />
among black night-hairs</p>
<p>leads not to undiscovered lands <br />
but rather the same </p>
<p>shit-smell & <br />
sweat-curls.</p>
<p>I've come to expect.</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/273400590755045414Fri Aug 24 2012 20:23:15 GMT+0000 (UTC)Fri Aug 24 2012 20:26:44 GMT+0000 (UTC)cacophony<p>Hamilton, Richard. Journal Fragment. c. 1912. Miskatonic University.</p>
<p>"I have stolen a few moments for reflection in my quarters at a countryside inn. I will take this chance to record some thoughts so as not to lose any detail of the day's events in a future recounting.</p>
<p>Today, the true nature of my curious benefactor was revealed. It is one month after entering into residence with Prof. Pope and, this evening, I could no longer suppress my interest in the sounds emanating once again from the underground levels of his mansion.</p>
<p>The sounds were simultaneously mechanical and animal in nature. I had questioned the servants numerous times, but they dismissed it as a mysterious quirk of the house's antiquated heating system.</p>
<p>'Steam and gears,' they'd say. 'Nothing more.' This explanation did not sit well with me. The sounds were the root of many sleepless nights and I soon took to pacing the hallways when their volume was at an apex.</p>
<p>It was during one of these nightly walks that I first noticed the ajar door of Prof. Pope's bedroom. Wondering if he, too, was disturbed by the sounds, I respectfully knocked on the door. Hearing no answer, I peeked inside. He was not there, and my subsequent exploration of the premises found him nowhere. His automobile, however, was firmly situated on the grounds and there were no signs of his departure.</p>
<p>Again and again I noted this correlation: on nights when the sounds could be heard throughout the mansion, Prof. Pope was nowhere to be found. I became determined to uncover the source of these nightly terrors and, tonight, finally mustered the courage to explore the Professor's study in the dead of night.</p>
<p>I discovered nothing unusual in Prof. Pope's papers and library–just books on electro-mechanical studies and drafts of academic publications. What I did notice was that, when I stood at his desk in front of his chair, the grating, shrill noises from below were slightly louder. I felt ridiculous doing it, but I put my head below the lip of his desk. There, I discovered with horror that the sounds seemed to be coming from directly below me.</p>
<p>I felt the floor with my fingers, seeking out seams or hinges. Indeed, I found an edge that I could only so slightly wedge my fingers under. Pulling upwards I was assaulted by the noise in a dimension hitherto unfelt as it poured forth from an opening in the floor. It sounded as though a dry, dead leaf was being dragged over broken glass in a stone basin, amplified one thousand fold. A low rumbling, which seemed to threaten the very foundations of the planet, resonated in my breast.</p>
<p>Somehow, I became aware of someone coming towards the study. A light was growing in the hallway outside the room. I knew that I would be promptly escorted away–or worse–for prying as I was, and in a panic I opened the panel the rest of the way to escape. A dark, grimy staircase awaited me, pitched in darkness. I plunged downwards, pulling the panel shut behind me, more terrified of the sounds enveloping me than I was of the pitch dark and smell of decay.</p>
<p>The sounds became deafening as I descended. I lost count of the steps as I walked and before long I could think of nothing but the noise. I felt as though I were but a vessel for the awful sound, suspended over a chasm of infinite depth. This image so distracted me I lost my footing, and tumbled the rest of the way down the stairs. Luckily, it wasn’t far, but I came crashing into a heavy wooden door at the foot of the steps.</p>
<p>In the room within which I came to rest, the noise was unbearable. I could pick out human screams, now, amongst the nightmarish racket I have already described. My eyes adjusted to the light and I could see the back of Prof. Pope, hunched over a large table. On it lay all manner of wires, machines, and devices, only the most basic of which I recognized from my studies. Beyond the table was a seething mass seeming to consist of nothing but jagged edges of light. It appeared to revolve in mid-air, and, when I looked about in panic, I realized it was surrounded in a semi-circle by human forms strapped onto tables. The poor souls trapped on the beds were writhing and screaming what sounded like glossolalia.</p>
<p>I could think of nothing now but ending the terrible sounds, which in my maddened state I could not disambiguate from the hideous mass in the center of the room. I picked up a heavy chair resting against the wall behind the professor–who was completely absorbed in his dials, knobs, and switches–and lobbed it with all my might at the heart of his bed of spidery wires.</p>
<p>Prof. Pope's equipment was torn apart and strewn across the floor. The seething, jagged orb began shaking violently. Before it dissipated completely, I could discern within the orb hundreds of iris-less eyes widening and staring with fury. They folded over themselves with a flash as the orb finally disappeared.</p>
<p>I did not wait to see the professor's reaction. I paused only long enough to retrieve a thick, lone manuscript from a table adjacent the workbench and then fled back up the stairs and out of the mansion, knocking past agitated servants.</p>
<p>This inn was the first establishment far enough away from the professor's mansion in which I felt safe. I made it there by luck after receiving a ride from some gracious folk headed towards the city. I could hardly believe what I read in Prof. Pope's manuscript, but the sights I had seen that evening compelled me to read on.</p>
<p>Apparently, his interest in telegraphy, electro-mechanical engineering, and radio had a singular purpose: to somehow invite an ancient being into our modern world. The professor refers to it in varying ways, but I have copied the most frequently used characters: Qb'ath'agu. It was unclear whether this name represented the dreadful noise that plagued Prof. Pope's mansion or the amorphous, jagged orb. Whichever, the effect such a being would have on the world around it was obvious: chaos, madness, and destruction.</p>
<p>As soon as I'm able to get through, I intend to alert the authorities to the professor's activities.</p>
<p>For now, I will try and rest."</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/755100656533613801Fri Aug 24 2012 20:22:01 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 00:05:27 GMT+0000 (UTC)morning haiku<p>8am platform <br />
pink blossoms and urine reek <br />
better than a car </p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/937933273613452911Fri Aug 24 2012 20:21:00 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 00:05:36 GMT+0000 (UTC)in the shadow of lincoln cathedral: an elementary text-book<p>The bodily heat falls very rapidly. <br />
"It's my lungs I'm worried about," Mary said. <br />
Gabriel, why did you ever set your heart on me? <br />
You had charge of the funeral arrangements. </p>
<p>There was no tribute but their tears. <br />
You had charge of the funeral arrangements. <br />
[Sidenote: Result of the contest.] <br />
He did not want to let Renovales go. </p>
<p>But the contest irritated the king. <br />
That husky young boy was her son. <br />
"Did they tell you, Mariano? <br />
She must stay at home and work for others."</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/640969663858413696Fri Aug 24 2012 20:19:55 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 00:05:47 GMT+0000 (UTC)lajima<p>Symertoerton <br />
LOS ANGELEyajima <br />
abilityists</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/835190508514642715Fri Aug 24 2012 20:18:53 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 00:05:09 GMT+0000 (UTC)marta haiku<p>dirty and screaming <br />
a metallic snake from hell <br />
marta train goes by</p>tag:localhost:8105,2013:Post/133116443175822496Fri Aug 24 2012 20:16:11 GMT+0000 (UTC)Sun Aug 26 2012 00:04:57 GMT+0000 (UTC)filipino vinyl<p>Although the cargo was taken out, <br />
it was after it had been in the water.
more than one half months.</p>
<p>Updated editions will replace the previous one- <br />
the old editions will be renamed. </p>
<p>The soliders were ordered not to allow him <br />
either bed, food, or drink. </p>